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So some things really do not want to recall. Since today is determined, then pain. Remember that when you name,because you write "bean bag". We innovate various way, I stilllike and used to call you "". This call is for many years. You are not my first good friend, said bluntly, I was you rob the past. I was born this way, do not know how to refuse, not tohurt any one's heart. This is to the character, but hurt thefriend, also hurt yourself. You also said, I like who are playing very well, but I know, I just want to let you don't hate me, I don't want to be the enemy and any one person, I was lonely,I am not a dare to love and hate. "You are my best friend."this sentence is not false, it is my most sincere idea. You know, one of my best friends is Kang, and somehow becamexue. After that, it becomes you. The two of them are good, I am sorry they. Want to come now, suddenly feel that theyknow too much, when I was a naive child. Remember that time, you, me, the last time this Xue? I'm afraid I don't know, I was afraid of what. Afraid to lose a friend? Or fear of choicea, be the enemy and another former friend? I'm afraid tomake a choice. I remember, when you help a friend with you,and I said to theory. Like Xue and their noise is very fierce,you sit on the bed crying. When I finally determined, pulls Xuehand, just to go, but heard a roar: "you have a conscience?!"This sentence is history roar, it changed my decision. This is a very important decision in my life. I loosened Xue hand,come to your side. You hanging tears smile, your friendsaround you. Your popularity is very good, if I don't choose you, is it right? The girl would become the enemy and me? I was a coward, I dare not. I want to cry, but I do not allow yourself to cry, I do not want to let others see my tears. At that time, I saw Xue Na angry and disappointed look, sheturned and walked away. I know, I lost a friend. You and I play very well. I will go to your class, each class will be with you.You can always have friends to play with you, the appeal,nobody can the enemy. I remember you still own rehearseddance partners, to you, you are the members of the title is not covered. Remember we pretended to get drunk, stumbledto sing the young pioneers song in the playground? Also, thatwe created the game, standing in the pond edge to the body-building device on, good. Games, we were called the crabrun, a school in your home theater of practicing, you still dancing, really beautiful, I really envy ah. We are the first batch of the week, wearing a ribbon really awe-inspiring.Remember? We also and students, because with no shoes,while the teacher wasn't looking, a computer lesson...... My dad took a lot of photos for you and me, is that we are reallyhappy ah. In this way, the second grade, the third grade, the fourth grade, the fifth grade... We are happy in the past. I did not expect that in the final year of primary school, friendship will make me suffer. Continued transferred to our class, goldalso sat next to you. Things are not the same, everything changed. On the way home from school, the mother said to me: "you and continue to just the way, you learn well, to helpher!" I even may refuse, he and she walked. She had no friends, plus I like everyone can play to go, she will come very naturally and I are good. I tried to suggest to do ordinaryfriends to her, but she did not understand, I also feel shy tospeak. I really regret it now, if a little earlier said, is it right?The outcome will be better. Finally, after a time she not toplug in, you off. You said I should apologize to you. I really want to tell you that you are wrong, you are my best friend forever. I was never very good at expression, this let me eat a lot of loss, heart love also does not say, heart hate also don't say. I told he said this thing, she said after listening to this is not my fault, you are paranoid, I don't have to apologize to you. I need to talk to you and undivided attention, whether itis cold or quarrel, I can't stand it. Tears and born poor face isyour magic, I can only apologize to you.
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