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When it turned August, Mom told me that my visa had been approved and I could go to the State very soon. She asked me whether I was happy or not. My feeling was very complicated during that moment. I didn't know whether I was happy or not. My feeling was really very complicated. I was happy because I could go to the State, a curious place to me, where I could go to visit Mickey in Disneyland, meet movie stars in Hollywood, and I could live with my dad. However, I was also very sad, because I had to leave the place where I grew up, to separate with my grandparents who raised me up, and to separate with all my best friends since childhoods. No matter I wanted it or not, I had to go and I had no choice. I withdraw from school one month ahead. The day I left, all my classmates gathered together. Everybody cried, nobody wanted to separate with me. The day I departed in the airport, I didn't cry but my mom and my grandparents did. Looking at their crying faces, I felt depress. I waved them goodbye and went aboard.

放松点，紧张对你没有任何帮助。。。你现在的心理很正常，任何一个孩子都需要半年左右才能适应那边的学习环境。慢慢来，按部就班地走。最多半年之后你就会发现，你自己会比其他美国孩子作的还好。

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yizhi dao in August, mother told me me the visa to get down, very quick might go to the US, but also asked that I was happy, my mood at that time was very complex, I did not know that I happy was unhappy. My mood is very complex, I happy am because I have filled curiously to the US, I very have wanted to go to the Disneyland to look at the rice to be wonderful, I also want Hollywood to look at the star, I also infer my father. But, I am unhappy, is because, I must leave the place which I live since childhood, leaves raises me since childhood grandfather paternal grandmother, leaves good friend who grows up together with me. But, no matter I want or want, the result is the same, is, I must walk. I do not have other choices. Therefore I a lunar motion began school ahead of time the school, leaves the school in me that day, our all personnel's schoolmates encircled in the same place have cried, all people did not want to separate. To airplane's that day, I have not cried, but grandfather paternal grandmother has cried with mothers, but I saw they cry, my drop of tear cannot flow unexpectedly, is only thinks constrains very much, the chest felt that is very stuffy. I wave the hand with them say goodbye, then boarded craft. to US, after alighting from a plane, my mood suddenly goes bad to the extreme, the nose good acid good acid, the tear whish all of a sudden has flowed. I thought suddenly that originally I curious place only has been this. Saw my father's time, I cried to be more ominous, probably must divulge at heart many many grievance. Perhaps is time difference's relations, also perhaps is the mood relations, also possibly both are, daddy brings with the friend I eat meal, my also cannot eat. To the US's first week, I nearly cry to live every day, one week's time, I have used up 2000 minutes calling cards. Afterward daddy brought Disney which I went to me to want, Hollywood, I played am very happy, but I was always worrying went to school matter. Because I will be afraid me to be lonely in the school, I will be afraid all am the American child, I will be afraid them to speak I not to be able to understand. But after school, originally the school is influentials ESL with the REGULAR class and grade, moreover our class's schoolmate is the same with me, is the new immigration student, moreover the majority is a Chinese, my these worried how many reduced some, but most makes my worry, English with learns from me not to be able to follow the progress.