帮我用英语翻译下下面这段话。

Haven't contact you for a long time, how are you doing?
I know I should not ask you that you will live a more happy life without me.
I just can not forget you...Xue
Every time when I am in blue, I will think of you, everything about you. think of my stupid and your kindness.

I could not remember for how long I did not hear your voice, for how long I did not see your face.

I lived just like meat without spirit nor body..
I hate myself that I hurt you and disapoint you and drove you crazy.

I am sorry I was wrong..
When I want to cherish you, I found it is already too late.
Now I just want to say how are you doing
That's enough,
Sorry for everything before...

Long time no connect. Well?
I know I'm asking. Without my days you will certainly well.
Never forget you. The snow.
When I am sad, I always think of you. Everything about you,
I will think of you and all the good ignorance,

Forget how didn't hear your voice, long don't see your face.

Oneself live like a walking corpse. No soul. No body.
I hate myself. Let your injured hate oneself. You fall. Make you mad.

I was wrong. Excuse me.
When I want to cherish your time. Just found this feeling has been far from me.
Now. Want to greet you. Well?
That's enough.
The former things, to say sorry to you.

楼上的乱译。。用翻译机的吧。。尽是中式英语

Not contacted for a long time. How are you.
I know that I was more than asked. Not my day you will certainly be a very good life.
Can not forget you.Xue.
When I was sad, I will always think of you. All about you,
I want you all the ignorance and the good,

Do not forget how long to hear your voice, how long did not see your face.

Like to live their own dead, no soul, no body.
I hate myself too. You hate their own injuries. You fall. You crazy.

I was wrong, I am sorry.
When I want to cherish your time. This situation has been found that I am far away from.
Now, just want to say greetings to you, How are you
This is enough.
Ago, say sorry to you.

就用中文嘛，干嘛要用英文啊，她未必看得懂啊！