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Dear! I think you may be very busy! Although we have not seen a year! Contact also more and more little! But my heart never forgot think you! I've said I will have been waiting for you! The words will never change! I sometimes feel oneself very silly! I think maybe you now has many friends! But you are the only one I love of man! First love! Together with you feel very happy! Hope you have a good take good care of yourself! I will remember you! One more request I hope you can help me! My grandmother is dead! Now I'm need money back! I hope you can borrow some money to me? Please go back to my trouble received information? thank you。This is the first time I asked you hope you help me! I really need the money back

Dear,I think you are busy.We don't each other one year and have a less touch, but I never forget you in my heart. I have said that I will wait for you forever.It never be change. Sometimes I feel I'm so fool. I think that maybe you have a lot of friends but you are my only men.First love!I feel happiness when we together time.I hope you can take care of yourself.I will miss you. hope you can help me. My grandmother have death and I need some money to back home.Can you borrow some money for me? please repiy me if you get the message.Thank you.
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